the words you wish you said, the photos and videos you wish you took and the music you wish to hear.
help
I once again tried to visit a distant memory, an emotion really. It should be something not to be bothered, but when moments like this comes, feelings rush towards me. I thought I was doing a good job impeding what needs to be impeded. But then again, it is part of who I am.
I always thought my mind is somehow my enemy. Rather than staying on the positive, it tends to over think and lingers on the opposite. I thought I had gotten used to this, but then again, I’m wrong. I’m being overpowered by something that I should have defeated a long time ago. But what can I do, no one or nothing is there to help, or so I thought so.
Should I fear the unknown? Should I be bothered of what my mind creates? I want not to. So please help me whoever is there to help. I’m now choosing to be free of the worries and be the person I always portray to be, happy.
